The story contains some sexual scenes so don't read it if you're underage. Right, like if you'd listen to me, but don't come to me when your psychiatrist tells you you're not quite normal! The story takes place after the senshi defeat Neherenia. So Hotaru reached her normal age again lives with the Outers and ChibiUsa with Usagi and her family. Hotaru is about 14 and ChibiUsa a bit younger. Before we begin I would like to thank Naoko Takeuchi for creating the beautiful legend of Sailor Moon. These characters ain't mine, I'm just borrowing them for a while. Hotaru's pain Featuring Hotaru By The Ghost of 'lectricity "Why? Why?!" Hotaru cried while lying on her bed, her face buried in her pillow, weeping. She was still wearing her school uniform as she just came back from school. Michiru was sitting next to her on her bed, Haruka and Setsuna were standing in the doorway to Hotaru's room. "Why don't you tell us what happened sweetie?" Michiru said with a soft voice. "I... I... I promised myself... I'd never... never use them again..." Hotaru tried to tell as her crying choked her words. "What? You'd never use what again?" Michiru's voice was as soft as it could get. "My hands!" ***FLASHBACK*** Hotaru was in school, quietly standing next to her usual chair - in the corner of the last row - looking out the window. It was lunch time and everybody was talking and laughing like always. Two boys were chasing each other between the chairs and the school-desks, cheerfully teasing each other. Then it happened... one of the boys tripped and while he was falling he hit his head on a desk. He fell on the floor and a dark-red colour covered some of his brown hair and a few trickles of it fell on the floor. The boy - Ryu - was very popular with Hotaru's classmates, you could consider him quite handsome and he could make friends fast - something Hotaru envied him for. She wasn't really close to any of her classmates. A crowd quickly gathered around the boy who was lying motionless on the floor. Even Hotaru came up to the crowd with shock in her beautiful dark eyes. Hotaru thought looking at the boy, then looking at her hands clutched to her chest. The boy who was chasing Ryu knelt beside him and didn't know what to do. "Ryu! Wake up! Stand up!" he was crying to him. The dark-red colour was spreading on the boy's hair and on the floor. Hotaru had no choice. She couldn't let the boy die in front of her. She slowly made a step forward and knelt beside Ryu. Everybody was looking at her. Hotaru stretched out her right hand and touched the boy's head. She closed her eyes and a moment later her hand began to glow. The blood disappeared from Ryu's head and from the floor... Hotaru opened her eyes, she slowly stood up, staggered a bit from the exhaustion. Then she slowly walked away from the crowd around the boy. The classroom was perfectly silent as Hotaru was walking away, toward her previous spot at the window. The boy slowly opened his eyes, much to the amazement of the crowd that gathered around him. Hotaru's eyes were locked on a sakura tree, covered in white, but she didn't see it. Her body was frozen but she felt great tension inside. She was waiting... Then the first reactions and words rose from the group around Ryu: "Did you see that?" "What happened?" "I don't know." "... witch ... Tomoe is a witch!" < W I T C H > The words cut through Hotaru's heart and mind like a chainsaw, shredding everything underneath it. But the tension was relieved and her head tilted to face the ground, her hair hiding her face. A single tear poured from her eye, ran across her face and fell to the ground... ***END OF FLASHBACK*** "It's okay honey, everything is gonna be okay." Michiru tried to calm Hotaru down. She didn't know what else to say. Suddenly the doorbell rang. Haruka had to go downstairs to answer it - Hotaru's room was on the second floor. She was thinking to herself who could that be as she opened the door. Much to her surprise, outside was standing Usagi. Her usual ear-to-ear smile faded as she saw Haruka's serious face. "Oh, Usagi, it's you. Hi." Haruka said unenthusiastically. "Haruka, you look so worried. What's wrong?" Usagi asked concerned. "Come here. Sit down." Haruka led Usagi into the living room. She explained the story to her and the room fell in silence. After about 15 minutes Michiru and Setsuna also came downstairs. "Well?" Haruka asked the two tall girls. "I don't know what else to say to her. "She said she wants to be alone." Michiru explained. Setsuna's face looked so sad it could make walls cry, Usagi thought to herself. Hotaru was to her like the child she could never have. "Let me talk to her, please." Usagi stepped forward. "I don't know, Usagi." Michiru said. "She said she wants to be alone." After a moment Setsuna broke the silence: "Let her try...". She knew Usagi was good in talking to people - she has watched her long before Usagi became Sailor Moon. She had watched her in the Silver Millennium, in the present and in Crystal Tokyo. If anybody could calm Hotaru down it would be Usagi. "OK, what kind of ice cream do you have in the fridge?" Michiru and Haruka looked puzzled at each other but Setsuna's face lit up a bit. "Come with me, I'll show you." she said to Usagi. "Well, there goes my diet for my Mamo-chan!" Usagi laughed, sincerely trying to break the tension. Hotaru was still lying on her bed as she heard a knock on her door. "Hotaru-chan, can I come in?" She knew this voice, of course, but she was too sad and too confused right now to place it on the right face. "Who... Who is it?" she managed to ask between her sobs. "It's me, Usagi." As there was no answer to that Usagi came in. The room was unusually bright, not matching the mood in it. In the middle of the bright room there was a fragile little dark-haired girl crying on her bed; no wonder Setsuna was so heart-broken. Usagi sad down on Hotaru's bed and spoke to her: "Come here, come into my arms." Usagi picked Hotaru up and took her softly in her embrace. Her eyes were red and swallowed and her cheeks were damp. Hotaru put her head on Usagi's shoulder and Usagi whispered quietly in her ear. "You did the right thing, you had no choice." "But why... why do they... hate me..." "They don't hate you. They just don't understand it." Usagi's embrace was warm and cosy; Hotaru felt so comfortable when Usagi was holding her. Soon her tears subsided and in about half an hour she spoke again. "I wish I wouldn't have these powers..." she said. "Don't say that. These powers make you special. You're the only one in the whole world who has these powers." After a pause Hotaru said: "Thank you, Usagi-chan." "Now let's eat the ice cream! This will make you feel better." Usagi said, her eyes already shining with anticipation. "Usagi-chan?" "Yes, Hotaru-chan?" "Can you hold me a little longer, please?" "Oh... Of course Hotaru-chan..." but deep inside Usagi thought: The sun was already going down while Setsuna, Haruka and Michiru were sitting in the living room - Hraruka and Michiru on the couch, holding hands, and Setsuna in a big armchair. They heard a door close in the upper floor and a voice groaning: "Ow... ah... ow..." Then Usagi appeared on top of the stairs. "What happened?" the three asked almost simultaneously. "I... I'll be okay." She was still holding her spoon in her hand. "What's with Hotaru?" Haruka asked. "She'll be okay too. By the way, have you got anything against tummy-ache?" Usagi inquired with pain in her eyes. "Here you go." Setsuna handed her a small package as the three girls were running past her towards Hotaru's room. As Usagi finally reached the couch the trio was already down again. "Thank you so much Usagi!" Setsuna began. "How did you do it anyway?" Michiru wanted to know. "It's a secret. No, just kidding. I don't know really, I guess I'm good at that kind of things." "Is there anything we can do for you, Usagi?" Haruka offered. "Well, you could drive me home. I'm running a bit late." "Ow... Aw..." Usagi was still groaning as Haruka was driving her home. "How much of the ice cream did *you* actually eat and how much did Hotaru eat?" Haruka wanted to know. "Well, she's not a good eater, you should really do something about that. She only had a few spoons and I had to eat the rest. I had no choice." Usagi answered baldly. "Well, you could *not* eat it." "Oh, no! I couldn't do that!" Usagi answered seriously. Haruka smiled to herself. *** Hotaru followed Usagi's advice and put on her favourite nightie while she was getting ready for bed. Usagi said it would make her feel better - and it actually did. It was a pink silken night-gown reaching only a few inches beneath her crotch. It was semi- transparent and she loved to watch herself in it in front of the mirror. She also loved the touch of the silk against her bare skin - against her breasts, her belly, her back, her thighs. Hotaru was just standing in the middle of her room letting the sensation wash through her body, her eyes closed. She was wearing nothing but her pink nightie and her white cotton panties. It wasn't the ideal combination but it didn't matter to Hotaru, as long as she was comfortable. Then she suddenly opened her eyes and with a certain glow in her dark jewels she quickly pulled down her panties. The silk touched the cheeks of her butt and a certain warm feeling began building inside of her. She walked up and down her room so that the fabric could touch every square inch of her body. The silk followed the moves of her body - it touched her here and there, just briefly, and the warmth inside her grew. The silk touched her pubic hair and underneath, her pussy, which was getting wetter every second. Her nipples were pushing hard against the fabric when Hotaru suddenly decided to stop. It was a long and tiresome day and she was too exhausted to do it. She sat down on her bed to catch her breath and then she crawled in her bed. She was trying to sleep but she couldn't. Her thoughts started wandering off, like they often do when you can't fall asleep. Hotaru began to move under her blanket just to experience the sensation of the silk moving over her body again. She brought her hand up to her breasts and began squeezing them lightly. Normally this wouldn't have as much effect as it had this time. The feeling of the silk pressed against her breasts and her nipples was almost magical. "...oh, ChibiUsa-chan..." Hotaru whispered silently against the empty room. Hotaru imagined ChibiUsa's fingers, not her own, were pinching and pulling at Hotaru's nipples and it made her even hotter. She breathed deeper and faster when one hand wandered past her belly-button and reached her dark curls above her pussy. She pulled her nightie up to uncover her wet pussy. While her left hand was playing with her hard nipple her right hand stopped in the jungle just above her pleasure center. She imagined what would it be like if ChibiUsa's hand would be there combing her curls with her hands. Next she ran her finger across the line her swollen pussylips formed. "ChibiUsa..." she moaned a bit louder. She brought her finger up to her mouth and licked it hastily, tasting her sweet juices. Her hand returned quickly to her wet pussy, not wasting any time to stop anywhere but directly above her pleasure center. She touched her swollen jewel as gently as the circumstances - her body was on fire - allowed her. As her left hand violently pulled at her nipple the right one was circling around her love button touching it from time to time sending shivers up and down her spine. Her breathing was shallow now and very fast. She pinched and pulled at her nipple and her clitoris coming closer to her climax every moment. Hotaru twitched her nipple one last time and pushed her finger inside of her for just half an inch as her muscles locked it inside. "ChibiUsa!" she screamed and then her body froze for a moment under the sheets of her bed. As he body relaxed she brought her finger to her mouth again and licked it clean. <...oh, ChibiUsa...> were her last thoughts before she fell asleep with her finger in her mouth. *** Hotaru was slowly walking with a heavy heart the next morning. She entered the classroom looking down, knowing she is being watched by everybody. She put down her schoolbag on her desk and stepped to the window. She was looking at the white sakura tree, admiring the beauty of it when somebody stepped up beside her: "Tomoe Hotaru..." She turned around and clutched her arms to her chest in defence instinctively. In front of her was standing the boy she healed yesterday. "Tomoe Hotaru... errr... I want to thank you for saving my life yesterday." He bowed deeply to show her his respect. "If there is anything I can do for you -" The bell interrupted him in the middle of his speech. "I'll talk to you later, OK?" he said as the teacher entered the classroom. Hotaru just nodded silently and a little confused but her heart was screaming with joy. The End The Ghost of 'lectricity Peter.dobaj@guest.arnes.si